July life and art updates

A little vent on life before art updates...

With how my supervisor left, things had been rather suffocating...

Was assigned stuff beyond my job scope and instead of being helpful and understanding, my new supervisor decided to make things worse...

And to think it was just 2 weeks ago since my last post that I vent and thought I could last till Sept... I thought my new supervisor was good and nice in understanding of my capabilities but I was so wrong...

He too wears a mask like anyone in the society... Sigh...

I had always followed my supervisors without much questions because I believed they know the best; in terms of capabilities and the choices available... But how wrong I was, especially with this new supervisor...

I felt betrayed and helpless... Luckily, I have kind and friendly colleagues!
But I don't think I deserve them, considering my personality...

I see asking for help as a display of weakness, especially in today's world where information is easily accessible... Plus the help you asked sometimes reflects how pathetic you're in terms of your intelligence; which people may not show/say it but I'm sure it crossed their minds before(I don't deny that I have thoughts of such before so I can understand...)

^To put yourself in another person's shoes, it is not easy and is definitely not an obligation to the helper yet it is essential for people to understand each other(but not that people really care... Esp in the current society...)

That said, meeting/having such people like my new supervisor is part of life; dealing with such people gonna be a pain and even stressful but I believed it would be an experience and see how I can adapt or how long I can last...

But there is one thing I am clear I won't stay in this job until next year...
I am just unfit for it and that may be just the answer as to why I felt so shitty at work; trying so hard to do job when half the time, I am lost at what I am doing...
Recently, I found that I was interested in the programming part of work and not the research part, and I was given most of the research work... Sigh...

See how things go for the weeks to come before my trip...

Now to the art updates(since my June updates)

June baby:

• Ohara Mari: twitter | instagram | deviantart 

July babies:

• Daiba Nana: twitter | instagram | deviantart
• Tsushima Yohane: twitter | instagram | deviantart
• Tendou Maya: twitter | instagram | deviantart

Will try to do an update every month so as to keep track of each month work^^

And, already done with the August babies:) 

^Considering that they are quite close to each other and in the first week of the month~

Thinking of doing something for ChikaRiko day(which was said to be 25/8; by dengeki G...) 

Got slight inspiration for it but no idea if got the time to work on it... And to think I had a idea for a full u's + aqours work(was inspired by Dengeki G recent aqours special covers...) but not sure if it will ever be realised...

That is all then; until next time- hoping I won't come any sooner(to vent...)

Yaiji~