It's been a while and want to pen some thoughts after around 2 months since my last post.
Seemed like the current virus situation is getting better for my country so maybe the norm would return soon but caution is still much needed since it just needs one infected case to destroy this current improvement...
Regarding work, recently, took two days of leaves to rest (since travel is pretty much still dead...) and with more work responsibilities from much ad hoc roles assigned (especially when your colleagues just taking you for granted...), the 2 days rest/break really help.
And during the rest, my definition of happiness has changed to just being able to find the time to do what I want to do...
I mean with work piling up, given my colleagues, supervisors and boss expectations, it's just hard to even find any breather from work; since when you thought you are done and can just rest a while, your colleagues just decided to add in new stuff or edit more stuff, leading to more work which they are not the one doing but me so in a way, it's easy for them to say...
And, when they thank you for the work done, only to add more, the thanks given felt sarcastic...
The worst is when they expect the work to be done fast when the work can't be rushed... It's stressful that you just want to call it quits...
I suppose the lack of understanding from colleagues can really tire you out much and when your explanations are not getting through them, that is when the real horror can start... Sigh...
Maybe it's also cos I already lost interest in the work I am doing and the company I am working for, work is getting unbearable for me each day yet for the money (which the more I used it as a motivation, the more I hate how it is binding me to my job), I stayed...
But I really dk when I may reach my boiling point of tolerance but hoped I don't and leave before I do... Cos I would not know what I may do when that day comes...
Aside from the depressing adult life of work, still playing arknights and am proud that I managed to clear all rewards from the last CC, barrenland, as well as the recent event, Ursus Childen event. It showed the progress of how I could not complete all stages in Ancient Forge to being able to do it for the other events after~
I would say risk 18 of the perma map of CC#0 gave anxiety but the satisfaction of clearing it was awesome!
Given that a new CC will be coming in mid-nov, need to rush promoting some operators and m3 some of their skills! The current top priorities are e2 Myrtle and Nearl so as to m3 their s1!
In addition, had been working on an art to commemorate my playing since I started in June~ Will likely put it as either my half-anniversary of playing or put it next month(if I do finish early, haha^^;)
^Occasionally, I do sketches of arknights, especially for MostiExu and LappTex (since I don't have them except one-.- Hope they come one day...) And I post those sketches on my art account in twitter, ArtYaiji~
^Not sure if I did mention but I created a new account for art so that I have more freedom(?) to post my work:)
That is all I guess. Penning and venting my thoughts after a long while seems like a good way to destress as well~
Yaiji~
