*** Venting Space- Do skip for the art updates instead... ***
After thinking much, I've decided to go, after my next trip(in September)...
Following from my previous post, I did say that I found my work manageable after finally able to do the tasks assigned to me but was worried of my next task... And guess what, my fear came true...
I was recently assigned another task beyond my skills b'cos one of my colleagues left.
And what's worse was how all projects handled by that colleague were pushed to me...
Currently, I'm holding onto 5 projects- tho two of them are just for my maintenance sake, it's just scary to hold onto so many projects...
What's even more worse is that cos I was working on my previous project of web development, I haven't really touched on them, except for one...
If nothing goes wrong, my current working state should be "fine"; working on one project.
However,(touch wood) should any one of those handed-over projects have issues to be resolved, that's it... I may very well just break...
To be honest, I was debating to leave when I came back after one month from my march trip.
But seeing as my supervisor is nice, I felt bad leaving(especially when there's a shortage of employees)...
However, seeing my situation, I don't think I can afford another 'heart attack' of being assigned another beyond-my-skills task...
I always told myself, no matter what people say or do, I should just be me; and not follow and do what people do, just cos it's unfair and if they can do it, why can't I?
At this rate, being myself is not gonna cut- I would have loved to leave only after finishing my 'current'(now set-aside) project of the web development but after giving this new project... I've given up.
This is gonna be the last task my supervisor is ever gonna give me- cos whether I like it or not, I'm gonna break from the stress and pressure... It's not worth it to let my health get killed over one job...
*** That's the end of my venting. ***
Art updates(Since that last which was Jan art updates...)
Aqours Birthday Artwork:
- Matsuura Kanan: DeviantArt | Instagram | Twitter
- Kunikida Hanamaru: DeviantArt | Instagram | Twitter
- Watanabe You: DeviantArt | Instagram | Twitter
- Hanayagi Kaoruko: DeviantArt | Instagram | Twitter
- Isurugi Futaba: DeviantArt | Instagram | Twitter
- Tsuyuzaki Mahiru: DeviantArt | Instagram | Twitter
- Sonoda Umi Birthday Artwork: DeviantArt | Instagram | Twitter
- Promise Tower: DeviantArt | Instagram (Think I've shared the insta link before...?)
- Kazuno Sarah Birthday Artwork: Instagram | Twitter (yet to upload to deviantart^^;)
Upcoming works; works (already)planned for the year:
- Aqours June baby(already finished; so that I can upload the HD version on her bday:)
- July babies- gng be busy; esp when there's one after another...
- August babies- even worse since there're two on the same day...
- September Aqours babies!- will be going to jp to celebrate my fave's bday^^(and participate in sif thanksgiving~)
- October Kukugumi baby
- [Likely] Kazuno Leah birthday artwork
Most of them are Pokemon (Ultra) Sun and Moon fanart- started the game a few weeks ago and was quite hyped for it until I became the champion... That said, since on the topic of Pokemon, can't wait for Sword and Shield to be out! The 3D art made Pokemon World gives a Monster Hunter feel~
^Will be uploading them soon^^
And that is all.
Think I've been venting so much that it's an obvious sign that I hated my life even more than when I was in Uni.
Such is life;
- It's not a game where one can reset or heck care cos things don't end well; b'cos if you do, you lose. And, there is no restart button either.
- It's much like a journey where there're ups and downs. How one handle each is the experience people gained to continue this journey, until the end than giving up halfway!
Yaiji~
