Was back from my trip weeks ago and was hit by a load of stuff, thus haven't updated for quite a while.
The trip was like my dk-number-th trip to Japan but still, I never grew tired of going to it as there are always new stuff discovered in every trip!- It's just too big to run out of stuff to explore there!
With the amount of times that I had gone, I felt familiar enough to try go on a solo trip to Japan.
Tbh, this idea of "solo trip to Japan" never crossed my mind until the recent trip... I realized, as long as I am going with people whom don't have similar interest as me, I am always going to end up with regrets of not able to do what I want...
And, maybe that is why I am always gonna come back to Tokyo/Japan since I have 'unfinished business'...
To add on, I may be just too difficult or irrational to go with people since I like to try out stuff; whether is it dumb or just a waste of time...
An example would be how I was thinking of taking the local train from Tokyo to Numazu which takes an additional of around 1h as compared to taking the bullet train. To my family, they all think this is a irrational thinking. But to me, I want to experience it since some LLSS anime fans had said that the train ride passed by some beautiful scenery and well, there is also the point that it's much cheaper than the bullet train by around half price...
I suppose people may call me dumb, retard, loser or whatever they like to call for such thinking... At the end, it's an experience that I want to experience(just once) in my life and most importantly, I am doing what I want, what I chose.- Whether it ended a disappointment like most people would think it is, at least I experienced it while people would just think it is as they expected....
^ Didn't expect to vent/rant so much; was gonna make a small update and talking how I was reading my old posts that I had some good laughs of how I was in the past.
Comparing to the present me, I would say I had grown a little; slightly more open but there are still things that will never change and that is ok- It is who I am and I am just being myself as a human with faults like any other humans have!
I'm glad I didn't restart my blog or I wouldn't have been able to look back and think back of those good and bad times I had since I started this blog, back in my JC2 time!
Some art updates:
I have already finished working LLSS and revue starlight babies and uploaded to deviantart.
Will be doing a video of the works; done in a sketchbook:)
In addition, will also be working on the chibi art of Sept LLSS babies- screwed up and hadn't had the time to work on them-.-
Work had been quite hectic- just glad that I went for the trip to catch a breather or two...
That is all; until next time~
Yaiji~
PS: I am thinking of creating a personal web to put my works like artworks, coding stuff, etc but for now, this is just a dream...
